A great Japanese actor named Haruma Miura just passed away on July 18th, 2020.
His 2nd single called "Night Diver" was just released yesterday, so I felt like I should translate the lyrics into English so that his music will spread around the world and live in our hearts.
Night Diver by Haruma Miura
▼ Night Diver|English Translation (by yuzubaby)
I close my eyes and the world appears
If you are there
Let me just stay as I am
I can never forget it
The thorns piercing my heart
They may be gone by tomorrow
I wonder where they would go
I've been pretending to be ignorant and kept myself from seeing it
Because I felt like I could never go back if I saw it
I thought about the same thing yesterday and ended up spending a night like this
It doesn't feel all that bad though
Words that no one knows
They swirl inside of me, let them Loop Loop Loop Loop
Trying to let it go but I can't
My heart beats faster
Night Diver
Night Diver
Night Diver
What would I change if I could go back in time?
I guess nothing would change
I don't think I can change it
The thorns piercing my heart
They may be gone by tomorrow
I wonder where they would go
I've been pretending to be ignorant and kept myself from seeing it
Because I felt like I could never go back if I saw it
I thought about the same thing yesterday and ended up spending a night like this
It doesn't feel all that bad though
I don't want it to stay as it is
Night full of tears, let it Loop Loop Loop Loop
Give this miserable heart a reason to live
My heart beats faster
Night Diver
Night Diver
Night Diver
Deep in my memory, I remember that day
I held all the silly pride
I knew nothing and lived carelessly
They've had enough of me
Full of shame, I kept lying
Accumulated countless excuses
Lost what mattered to me the most
My tears dropped into the night
Words that no one knows
They swirl inside of me, let them Loop Loop Loop Loop
Trying to let it go but I can't
My heart beats faster
Night Diver
Night Diver
Night Diver
▼ Night Diver|Original Lyrics in Japanese
瞼閉じて映る世界
そこに君がいるならば
もういっそこのままでいいや
いつまでも忘れられなくて
明日になれば治まるような
胸に突き刺さる棘の行方
知らんふりして見ないようにして
気付いたら戻れないような気がした
昨日も同じ事考えて結局こんな夜過ごして
それでも嫌な感じじゃなくて
きっと誰も知らない言葉が今僕の中で
渦を巻いてずっとLoop Loop Loop Loopして
吐き出そうと声を出してみてもうまくいかない
My heart beats faster
Night Diver
Night Diver
Night Diver
あの頃に戻れるなら僕に何が出来るだろう
多分何も変わらなくて
きっと今の僕には変えられない
明日になれば治まるような
胸に突き刺さる棘の行方
知らんふりして見ないようにして
気付いたら戻れないような気がした
昨日も同じ事考えて結局こんな夜過ごして
それでも嫌な感じじゃなくて
ずっとこのままで良いわけなんてあるはずもない
弱音吐いた夜をLoop Loop Loop Loopして
情けないこの心に生きる理由を与えて
My heart beats faster
Night Diver
Night Diver
Night Diver
記憶の中であの日を思い出す
くだらないプライドばっか掲げて
知りもしないくせに適当に過ごしてばっか
呆れられて情けなくて嘘をついてた
数え切れないほどの言い訳を積み重ね
大事なもの失って
流れた涙は夜に落ちた
きっと誰も知らない言葉が今僕の中で
渦を巻いてずっとLoop Loop Loop Loopして
吐き出そうと声を出してみてもうまくいかない
My heart beats faster
Night Diver
Night Diver
Night Diver
Thank you Haruma san